I have worked my butt off for the past 4 years, 4 of the longest years of my life might I add. The time has finally come… I AM DONE! The past seven months have been such a struggle; keeping the faith, focusing, doubting, feeling like I lost myself, losing hope, and feeling like I was never going to reach the end of the tunnel. I have 2 more weeks and it still seems like I have so much work to do but I am willing to do it. I have had to sacrifice soooo much for this degree and now questions like what do I have to show for it? Are popping up in my head. I pushed myself to work hard and graduate for one person, Mariah Angelique Witts. She is my pride and joy and the light of my heart and I worked my butt to the bone so that she could know that anything is possible! So she could see my struggle and know that although times get rough as long as you work hard and believe anything is possible! She has seen me sit and work for hours!!!!!!! And that is exactly what I wanted her to see. When I get my diploma in the mail I want to give it to her and say I did this for you, now go and do it for yourself. No that it is almost over I feel as if I am walking into the great beyond and now for the first time really seeing how great the beyond is. I look back and think I have worked so hard for a piece of paper. I sat in a classroom while my friends were out living their dreams! I was reading science books when I wanted to be reading scripts, I wanted to be on a set but no I am sitting behind a desk. I wanted to be at an audition but no I am doing a presentation on marine biology. As GOD as my witness I will NEVER sit behind a desk again! WE DO WHAT WE HAVE TO SO THAT WE CAN DO WHAT WE WANT TO! Now it is time to live. I am going to live!
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